9 days was a lie
Tuesday 17 June 2014
its actually 9+4!!! today is tuesday but i need to wait until friday AGAIN... to hopefully meet him more than 1hr this time LOL
i crawled up at 8am today (literally crawled bcos i have nvr woken before 9am these days) to meet yl for mac bf (only fast food is fast enough lol..) for an hr again.... hais
he was supposed to be out last night and i even prepared to meet him and all but he had serve his extra sooooo :-( too bad lor
i mean i SHLD be used to it alr but... i was still pretty devastated lol next time if u all ever have to go thru the same thing with ur bfs pls be mentally prepared ok!!! i always 受很大的打击 hahahaha walao fml
is it fun to hear abt his ns stuff frm me?? like ive been talking sooo much abt him being in the army but rly it is such a big part of my life now im not kidding
im sry if it gets annoying give me chance ok hahahahahahaa
sometimes i wonder if i will ever get used to him being in the army and if this loneliness will ever go away. bcos he signed on so its going to part of my life too for few more years extra (or lifetime as he says lol)
then i start freaking out like omg how the hell do i live with this even longer
hais but what to do... u chose ur bf urself yuki haha
ANYWAY the point of the post (other than ranting) is to say that im very grateful. even for an hr. i cant say that my week has been made or anything LOL but im still v thankful. (做人要知足) (but im greedy thats why i still need to learn)
i always blog abt such stuff at midnight wth i shld sleep if nt will late for work again hahahaha gdnitezzz yall tytyty
(er wth is the font different i cant rly do much with the stupid blogger app >:-()
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